i hate eating chips!! theyre so addictive and also so disgustingly unhealthy!! but when theyre there like right in front of your face you just cant stop. its sooo annoying. i feel so gross after. like right now for instance. i blame nathan and the unhealthy food he has in his home. grosss. )): in exactly 2 weeks from now, like right this very moment i'll be on a planeeeee. im so excited!! but i have yet to start packing and i wanna meet so many people before i leave but theres so lttle time!! i bought a planner from prints today! 2010 planners were 70% off hehe. but it really is quite annoying that school practically starts in october. i dont know what the hell to do with the begining 3/4 of the planner. maybe i'll just keep using it next year and make a mental note to myself that the dates are one day ahead. haaha! we'll see. anyway, went to marina bay sands the other day. its such a massive hotel i swear. its worse than a UFO. went up to the sypark and watched YOG closing ceremony fireworks! SO pretty i swear!!! it was like this massive fart explosion of sparkles. hahahaha but i love fireworks. theyre so pretty to watch! it was a really nice night! ((: my brother's in thailand fishing now -.- i havent seen him in forever because he was doing army shit for yog recently. and now he;s in bangkok! and hes flying off to perth after that. and then. he has to stay in camp and then i'll be goneeee! ohwell. useless brother. he;s so mean he didnt reply my bbms before he left!! okay. i shall go randomly jump around my room a bit more in attempt to redeem myself for the chips i had just now. sigh and btw step up's a really nice show! go watch.
i had the most random urge to post something on xanga. no idea why. i havent touched this in ages. well im finally jobless and loving it! somewhat. had my last tutoring session today with the boy who cries but i couldnt really be bothered much and i was so sleepy so during the last ten minutes to kill time i let him show me how to play mario kart on his nintendo ds. which btw he pronounces as mario kate. he can be really cute at times but such a devil on most occasions. and i'll miss my smart girl!! she was really nice and fun to talk to! she has facebook and she's like primary 6. she wants a blackberry too. when i was p6 i remember allie and i getting so excited because we had our very first shitty nokia/samsung/sony phones! even my gym juniors who are like 9 have phones and whatever hi-tech gadgets which i cant even operate right now. gosh. hahah i remember going through so many nokia phones during my secondary school years because they kept getting confiscated or dropped. i miss sc )): anyway. this being jobless thing has left me with so much free time to do random shit i love it! however. it has also left me in a state of poverty which im not liking very much. oh well. the more i stay home the less i have to spend! sounds like a plan. so many shows to watch hehee. i need to find the more recent episodes of pretty little liars!! mine cant load and im dying to watch them!! also, greys anatomy and private practice need to return with a season 7 & 4 respectively. i miss greys so much!!! going to spam watch my dvds of the earlier seasons before i leave. hehe. meredith + derek i likey.
so anyhows. i must say today was a rather unfortunate day for many people. many random bad things happening i dont even know why.car incidents and phone incidents and shit.bleh. but oh well. its a new day. time to get over this shit and move on. went to get nails done with chinnies and her mother today. im a cherry and she's a plum! bite me. my fingernails always chip so fast though it annoys me! shall make a conscious effort this time to try and preserve them.
ok it is monday. i have 3 weeks left till its bye bye singapore )): listening to random songs right now and getting slightly momo. time is flying way too quickly! the other day i parked at some coupon parking (where i did an amazing one shot parallel parking i was so proud of myself) and i looked at my phone to check the date and it was like 20 smth aug. i was like. HOLY SHIT. still trapped in the "oh i still have more than a month left. relax." mode. zzzz. i shall attempt to explore singapore a bit more these 3 weeks before i actually leave. there are so many other things to settle first though. i need a new camera! canon digital ixus something or other im thinking. i just dont know which one. they all function the same to me honestly speaking. i just choose whichever looks the nicest outside. but ok no. i shall not be lame. any recommendations? and theres still camp in singapore. soonish. the other schools had their camps over the weekend. dont know why mine's on such a random date. allie come back i miss you )): jia & juju tooooo. even though you're still in singapore its like youre stuck in uni world! )):
over the past few weeks visited a few random places. even went to the zoo! we saw the white tigers getting fed it was so amazing. the keeper would stand where we were and fling these massive chunks of meat right into their mouths. i was so fascinated. love tigers! arent they so cute!! yes.
went to watch women's all around finals for gym yog the other day too with heemains and clare! the russian girl was really amazing. she was owning everyone else (except china) by 6 whole points! freaking impressive really. it was really nice to watch overall. unfortunately she didnt do as well for event finals. cant wait to watch real olympics! that would be freaking awesome!grrr another 2 years of waiting though.
ok i am sleepy and the radio isnt playing anymore nice songs. too lazy to open itunes. goodnighty!
exactly 7 weeks till von and i leaveeee. seems like just yesterday that i was saying :omg i still have 3 months. so long more!" but now that ive actually gotten my dorm assignment and booked flights and everything it seems pretty close. i dont want to leave my toilet )): it may be small but its nice and clean. im so afraid of dorm toilets. and afraid of people stealing my stuff. sigh. but im still really excited to travel! hehehe. and omg pra's leaving on the exact same day!! just a few hours later. we're truly BFLs. 7 weeks seems so soon but omg allie's leaving in 3 weeks!!! )))): time is passing too quickly! oh well. shall enjoy singapore while i can! it was insanely hot today im not even kidding. like scorching. it hasnt been like that in some time. anyway.so glad that im no longer working!! ((: but somehow i still dont seem very free. havemt found much time to sloth like i used to in the past. its ok. the coming week seems rather free. shall make use of this freedom to sloth x10. hehe. pretty gross but i had sushi tei for both lunch and dinner today. hahaha! i went for dinner with mother and she had a craving. haha! i havent really had dinner with my parents in a really long time. i was telling her "mom i like your car" and she told me to go be a lawyer because they earn alot of money. damn it. ok well. its time for how i met your mother. just started on season 1 not too long ago. finally. hahah its not too bad but i still prefer friends somehow. k gdbyee
i love this weather!rain +rain+ more rain! ((: i know its weird that i like it but it definitely beats the intense heat which makes you feel like you're stranded in the middle of the desert.and the rain's really nice to watch and makes it really nice to sleep in. urgh but i havent been able to sleep in for 8 days straight and counting! church tmr and then on monday tutoring. what happened to the days where i used to get up at 1 and have lunch/dinner at 4 )): i miss it. haha! but on a brighter note, LAST DAY OF WORK TMR! life is good. i think i'll kind of miss it but its just way too torturous standing there talking to myself for 12 hours straight. not very healthy for the mind.haha the other day i pulled this random skin out of my nail at work and then i had to serve customers after not knowing my finger was bleeding and when i next looked at it my finger was covered in blood. gross. and also, its a new month! means pay's coming in soon hopefully. i need to buy some clothes. wish i were back in aus buying cheap mooloola & minkpink. oh well. cant wait till freedom in the coming week! i wish i owned a boat. i would go dock it at one degree fifteen and go hermit there once a week. its such a nice place! explored a bit yst and went up to mount faber. thankfully the rain stopped for a bit during exploration time. its quite a nice place. i had a good night ((: but for now i shall leave you with a song and then im off to my indian husband's house to watch some wimbledon & world cup! i miss him <3
I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever.
Every once in a while people step up, they rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you, and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, and if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.
