| It sucks how over the years I've just built my guard up and I cant even believe something so simple when you tell it to me. I don't even know what to think now or how to feel. All I know is that I only have a glimmer of hope left, so please don't take that away from me.
I need reassurance.
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SO CUTE. I AM DYING OMGGGG. i want another rottweiler. get rid of my stupid german shepherd. i mean.. he hates me and i hate him. I WANT A ROTTWEILER SO BADLY..
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| it's amazing how sometimes words of encouragement from people, especially people who matter to you, can really make your day so much better. today i was complaining to my mom about something which i thought i really couldnt do and she told me "you can do gymnastics and defy gravity. i think you can do anything" i was so happy after that ((: although i cant even do gym anymore but it made my day. and just. stuff other people have said today too which made me happy. hehe taking to vonz abotu life now. even though life is pretty shitty most of the time, just talking about it with her makes it better somehow. its like im not so alone in this shithole. ((:
oh well. tmr is hermitty day! back to work on wednesday which just sucks. haha and im especially fat now but i love eating too much. i wish i could live on fruits, dessert and soup and bread. that would be awesome. haha maybe i should try that tmr. ok and im tired. should go shower. goodbyeee
p.s chinnies' turns 19 this weekend! dont forget to wish her happy birthday and make her feel like a princess for a day. its the only day which she can escape her beastly title!
p.p.s kam i miss you! wish you were here ((:
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| working is.. such a tiring thing to do. i dont know how on earth adults survive. kill me now... i am surviving on 3 hours of sleep. goodnight.
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